Let it Go. Just Let it Go.

I'm feeling tired. Not the tired that a nap or sleep would cure.
I'm tired. I'm tired of juggling. I'm tired of trying to appease everyone and try to make things right or easier or manageable for others.
I'm spent.
Can I shut down? No.
I must go on for my kids and my husband and my family.
I'm tired though and the hardest part is to not let this get the better of me, not let my children become effected by this.
For a long time, I've been trying to find solutions to a problem that I cannot solve. I need to let it go.
It's easier said than done.
I'm trying though for my own sanity, I need to relinquish and free myself from the angst.