Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Lonliness

Feeling kind of down.  I miss my husband and my family and it's been awhile since we could just do a family day.  School was the priority for a long time.  Now that it's slowed down, now DH has focus on his plans which is fine.  I know this is part of being a team.  We support each other and help each other with our goals.
A little piece of me though wishes that he'd just specifically want a day with us without thinking about his projects in his mind.  I know that sounds awful and my DH is not.  He's a good man.  He's got so many ideas in his head.  He's like my dad in that aspect.  I guess it's one of the reasons I fell for him.
I'm just in that not-enough-time funk that happens to everyone.  The laundry is piling up.  The house needs a good cleaning.  I could use a massage.  Work is crazy. Home is crazy.  I want to stop the world and get off just for a bit and enjoy my family and not be a woman and plan and take care of the everyday stuff.