I am so worried about everyone else in my family that I wonder if anyone worries about me. It is absolutely ridiculous since 1) I wouldn't want anyone to worry about me and 2) I should worry about me.
Maybe worry is the wrong word.
I'm just so preoccupied with everyone else in my family. It's easy to say you need to find time for yourself but harder to execute especially when you feel as if you have the weight of the world on you.
Maybe that's the problem. I feel as though the scales are unbalanced. I say I accept it but do I really accept it if it weighs on me so?