36w1d
I’ve been having crazy dreams throughout this pregnancy. Many were short and some just didn’t warrant documentation. My latest dreams deal with more anxieties. Anxieties that I may not be able to give my child the love and care she needs. I know it’s all my anxieties of being a mom creeping through. I know that all I can do is pray and do what I believe is best. It just remember how detached I felt and I didn’t think that was right.
Anyway, along with the anxieties of impending motherhood, I also noticed I dropped a bit. Yes indeed, Miss Bean is preparing to make her debut. Miss Bean, if possible, please hold out 4 more weeks. Mom and dad are doing the last minute preparations. I still need to wash your clothes and bedding. I still have not packed my hospital bag. Yes, I know denial is holding me back. So if at all possible, make use of the lovely sublet for just awhile longer.
Did I mention that the humidity is awful. It’s much more comfortable where you are right now, I’m sure.
