Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Hump Day

It's been a tiring week. I wake up wishing it would pass quickly so I could rest yet rest is within reach everyday. What makes me think rest is waiting at the end of the week.

Day three: If I hold onto the mistakes of the past, the future will only perpetuate them.

I can't climb into his head but I believe his reclusiveness comes from his embarrassment and shame and his pride. Sometimes we think the easiest route is not to admit our mistakes but to hide and pretend it never happened.

I can't let his absence and lack of rsvp to Lrudlrick and Lil Sis's party eat at me. I can't let him not visiting us bother me. If I hold onto the bitterness, what do I get out of it? Am I not acting as cowardly? I need to let go.

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