Wednesday, April 20, 2005

kids what's wrong with these kids today

I've noticed that many of the blogs I lean towards are of women my age with kids. I'm not sure what this means but maybe I'm reading them to get a feel on what life would be like with a kid.
The whole idea scares the living daylights out of me. I've always thought kids would be in my future but now that it's sort of looming, I'm finding myself backing away from the whole idea.
I suppose one of my biggest fears is that I won't be a good mom and that I might be like my mom. I'm not that disciplined of a person to be a person's mother.
I suppose a kid could have a worse parent than me. For one thing, his/her books will be immaculately covered in contact paper and book covers.